By Andrew Pacutho:
I did it again, didn't I? Me and my big mouth! I said something that just totally ruined your day again.
You don't have to tell me. I saw it on your face and I can hear it in your loud silence. Even when you take my calls your voice is strained and a little distant.
I know what you're thinking, “he just keeps doing this, over and over and over, even after I have told him what I feel”. That is not true. Okay sometimes it is true. Okay more times than just sometimes. But I hope in all this you can forgive me but more than that you can see that I am not the same person I was when we first met. I hope you notice that I am more careful with what I say not just when I am around you but all the time and not just because it pisses you off but because I have learned that people deserve to be treated nice.
I hope that even as you boil at me, again, you realise that even I take lots of stuff from you. I know it looks like I always have things together and that nothing bothers me but behind this macho exterior is a heart that feels as well. It's because I love you that I look them over because I know you are being you, and while that being you sucks a little, I love you enough to know it's not intentional.
I am not making excuse love; I am just hoping that we can learn to grow past this. It's been many months now and I am looking forward to many more with you. The closer we get and the more time we spend together I am sure we shall totally drive each other up the wall but I hope that on those days we can remember why we fell in love and continue to fall in love.
Prince charming sometimes has to take off his armour and get off his horse and on those days he is not so prince charming. Imagine how much sweating has gone on under all that armour hehehe. Some days there is not as much charm in this prince. On those days please remember this, you are still my princess, you are in my life and I slew the dragon for you. Remember that on those days it's my head and not the heart that ain't working too well.
P.S. I Love You
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